Diary~♥

I GAIN STH!!!!
AND I M NT HAPPI WIF IT!!!!!!!!
Super sad!!!!!!!!!!!
and guilty?
lolx
I m not gonna tok about it....
zzzzzzzzzzz

Hu tink i m a bitch?
i do...........
i say ppl backstabber
i think back.......
i m more like 1 den her
hahas... almost cried you noe?
lolx
but I WON'T CRY EASILY!!!
I MUSTN'T
OR ELSE........... actually i oso dunno or else wad la
just feel like loser
but hey, i m very prideful ok?
i dun bow my head to ppl
i m so not honest.........
i dun show my true feelings to ppl...
not even my family
gt lar... my journal lor (personal de)
lolx
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
must change... but how?
wanna die rite now
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i remembered the old days....
when i m an tomboy
all the gals in my class dun like mii
dun wanna b my friend (lame lol but that's them they are young hu can blame them?)
den sammy keep disturbing mii
den become friend friend
keep comparing marks
p2 gt friend liao
toh yilin
but sammy is still my good friend (not best liao) lol
p3 still wif yilin i think (4gt liao)
but i still closer to sammy and jovinus
kept kanna scolded by teacher coz we kept tokin in class
p4 the three of us separated
sammy stay in 1st class....
jovinus downgrade to 2nd class....
and i?
downgrade all the way to the 4th class....
haix
lolx
1st day as a p4 sucks....
no friend at all
gt lar...
zhiying from my kindergarden class....
Yuxin, sister of my sister's best friend
Jinling, chinese dance friend but didnt tok.
den dis guy name GayJin
damn kind lor
keep tokin to mii like he noe mii for ages
i sit behind him....
we tok tok tok
days ltr rumours say we cpl
lolx
after that dunno how lar....
mix mix mix
become dis clique
JingHui
JinLing
Zhiying
Weilong
Cherping
Xiong Wei
and co.

lolx
all boys except 3 gals
it's like the gals wanna join our circle lar....
but dunno y lar....
they cum play like they kanna left out like that
so oso no diff la
stick with them all the way
very proud that i met them
made my terrible life in 4/4 fun
hahas

(i noe brenda as in B.R.E.N.D.A c dis will very happi lar, gt the Cherpin name rite? wanna tease mii that he like mii or i like him rite? get a grip, i haven seen him since p6 + I DUN LIKE HIM OR KAIHIN!!! SO STOP BOTHERING MII LIKE THAT!!!! ARGH!!!! lolx but i still like my little Brenda <3 lolx Bird)

i studied very hard or ok... my mom worked very hard to sit mii down to study
den i hate her very much that year
but yar soooo grateful coz
if she didnt do that,
i wont get second in class
and squueze in the 1st class....
so u noe... p5 i go 1st class agn
(btw, 1st class means best class)
den.... ling oso accompany mii
so i went into 1st class.....
no 1 tok to mii
den i didnt go look for the boys in the clique
alone everytime...
coz ling went back to her clique,
like that lor,
exam, ling and mii and chaoting sit together
so very close
(when he borke up wif his gf that time)
den ling n i are back again...
lolx

p6 same lor
nth diff...
just that i slack even more
sleep during class....
ask ppl help mii do homework
die oso dun wanna wear skirt
play with kenleon
play wif shengjie and Zac (p5) (Lin shengjie but not that Ng shengjie)
gt the bloody nickname "bunny" from shengjie just bcoz his eyes pajiao
den jinling started to call mii that
DEN EVERY1 DECIDED TO PUT "BUNNY" ON MY BIRTH CERT AND CALLS MII NTH BUT BUNNY
"bunny hop hop"
"bunny u wan a carrot?"
den get a lousy mark of 231 when i aim to get 250
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
(sry ar... i dont mean that those below mii are lousy or wad but.... i let my mom down that's y)
cum mayflower lor
met 4 wonderful beautiful princess (to mii they are very damn bloody beautiful la can?)

i will always b wif you
so tell mii please....
wad happened?
my xin tong leh....
saw you smiling felt relieved
but ltr u lian chou chou agn....
zzzz
dunno wad to do....
cheer up ok? ;)

you changed to another person but i still loves you
zzzzz but oi... changed too much liao la u.... lolx
smile more darling~ =)
(toking to a gal... dun misunderstand)

--Mitsukix33